So things seem to be turning around a little bit. . . not quite a complete 180, but better. I am making sure I am getting out in the sun and trying to stay positive. I am also working on loosing a little bit of wieght and getting healthy again. . . through all of this i kinda let myself go, cuz i just didn't care, and now i'm kinda down b/c of the fact that i let myself go. I don't know - that last 2 or 3 day have been good. NO TEARS!! My smile is back and I'm not as snappy as i have been.
Yes, there are still a few things I need to work on, but most importantly there are a few things I need to let go of. I can control things in my life and how I interact, but i cannot control others or thier actions. My paretns sold thier house 2 days ago, which is bitter sweet. I'm glad that the stress is over, and they got a hella good deal out of it, so i'm glad my Mom is in better spirits. . . and in just a couple weeks they will be like an hour or an hour and a half closer to me! I've started studying for the GMATs (Graduate Management Assessment Test) this week. I need to take the exam in august and its supposedly really hard - so hopefully I can keep this up!
Anyways, not 100% yet, but deffinelty on my way back to being the old me! Until next time
About Me
- madhadder
- Recently graduated from Stephen F. Austin Stated University - with a bachelors degree in Business Adminsitration. I now work for Target as an Assistant Manager - i work all the time and lets be honest I miss the college life. I live in Austin, Tx with the most amazing man ever :) I've been told that I am one fo the biggest smart-asses ( i have no idea where people get that?)
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hey baby girl... i am so sad to see you so sad. makes me hurt to know that you're feeling these ways and i can't be there to help you out.
but i am always a phone call away and am willing to talk. i miss you sissy!
thinking about moving closer to home if i seperate. not sure about it yet tho.
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