money sucks

so its been a while - things here are certainly looking up. Frank adn i are doing great, school is going well and everything just seems like it some how works out. Everything except money that is. . . the problem with it? I don't have it. . . they say money can't buy happiness, but nothaving it certainly doesn't make things easy either. I work my ass off everyday, working 3 jobs and i still live pay check to pay check - its not like i even have huge bills or a lot of them for that matter - i jsut don't seem to be able to make it work. oh well ce la vie. Things have a way of working out - i need to take a break and see my family ( my parents, siblings and my nephew (i need the baby))!!

hhhmmmm

so found out this week that our roommate's parents are making him go home - which is good for him, but bad for me and Frank. We have to move out in a month and a half and all our plans for living are screwed now, we have no where to live and almsot no money. GGRRR

Today is my last day of training for campus rec, i work in the academic offices for a couple hours tomorrow- then CAMPS on MONDAY!! i am really excited and a little nervous. Lets see if hardwork really pays off. . .

I don't know, sometimes, it jsut pisses me off that it seems like i work my ass off everyday and i feel like i am going no where and that i have no control over anything- and yet there are people out there who don't do shit and life is handed to them on a silver platter! GGGRRRR I don't know, i guess life is what you make it and as long as i have the people i love in my life it is worth it to me :)

Feeling Good!

So now I am offically certified as a professional rescuer, in first aid, CPR and AED! So, have no fear, I'll save you ( i hope)! LOL

This weekend was fun - Frank and I went to Texarkanas for his Best Friends birthday. It was a good, relaxing and fun weekend! Of course, what would an awesome weekend in Texarkansas be without Brianna (his 3 year old God-Daughter). Of course, him being the one who always says he wants a child, says he's not ready as soon as we get home! LOL Thought that was halarious!! I laughed!

Now this week I need to make it through one last week of working 3 jobs at once and school! Also, need to find a house or apt to rent and start making plans for moving! AAAHHH so much to do, seems like there is no time!

Talked to my little sister Bailey a little yesterday. I am so worried about and asked her to consider this deal my parents offered her. . . and of course she turns everything around and blames my Mom and Dad for the situation she got herself into. It pisses me off so bad. . . and honestly her ungrateful ass is going to end up in jail or dead with in the next year if she doesn't figure her shit out! But I'm the sister inher eyes, that "could do no wrong" and so she doesn't care what I say at all. But she blames my Mom for the lack of communication she has with the rest of the family (when she is the one who isolated herself) GGRRR - GROW THE FUCK UP BAILEY AND TAKE RESPONSIBILITY FOR YOUR OWN GOD DAMB SITUATION!!!

ok so moving on- took my first summer I test (human Resourses Management today and i think i aced it!!) I hope i did - I need an A to keep moving towards graduating with Honors! I need a 3.4 and thats exactly where I am at! Cool huh? Anyways, i guess I need to get backto work now, but jsut decided to vent a little

Until we meet again!

HOORRAAYY

OBAMA WINS!! Take that Hillary Clinton! Barack Obama is the man who is going to change the nation, infact he already has. . . . and I HOPE he does not choose the polarizing, self centered, egotistical, manipulating bitch (Hillary Clinton) as his running mate for the General Election. She stand as the opposite of everything he stands for.

Anyways, Good luck Obama - we are behind you!!

EXHAUSTION

So this week has been awesome so far, but at the same time - exhausting! I started class for summer I (8:00 to 10:00 am), then go straight to work history and sociology, then i go to training for summer camp counselor until 6 or 7 at night. I am really excited about doing summer camps- but scared lol kids are scary!

I have this schedule for the next two weeks :( Also, on a good note, Franks little brother and sister are here visiting for the week (they are leaving thursday). Its nice having them around, and i know Frank is loving it! He misses his family, and i think with his parents getting a divorce he is trying to be more involved with his family (not that he had any lack of involvement anyways). I LOVE that about him- his family is the most important thing in his life :) makes me excited about our future.

This weekend i don't get much time to rest either, we are going to Texarkana to suprise his best friend for his birthday, so that will be non stop and then return on sunday to study for my first exam on monday and start over with the busy schedule cycle . . .. AAAHHHHH

I miss sleep! I love sleep . . where did you go?